did my tears
fall gently enough on your eyes
when you saw your reflection in mine
why the sighs
can we find
a way to stay without leaving
in our silence
perhaps an escape from feeling
can we listen
to a different song
one that is soft
and the sax plays forever long
until the sun rises
from the sleepy ocean blue
and you try not to say
but i do love you
can your deepest thoughts
of me
and my deepest thoughts of you
meet and get lost in the deep black sea
or maybe somewhere
in the purple midnight sky
amidst the moon kissed ivory clouds
let go and like children cry
away from our harsh realities
scaling walls carefully cemented with gray pain
never asking
why the golden desert desires the elusive blue rain
or why the monsoon sheds colorless tears
as it kisses the lonely green river bed
is our love like the lost and found
a starved after thought craving to be fed
can my deepest thoughts of you
and your deepest thoughts of me
connect for a few moments
hold each other’s crimson heavy heart and just be
don’t need the monsoon
one little dew drop
one more moment to drown in your eyes
have my heart stop
be calm
like a stream on a summer day
be brave
accept all that we choose not to say
behind the walls
there’s deep pain
where there is drought
there’s hope for blue rain
did i mention i will wait a lifetime
to see us again
read the lines you will write with your eyes
as the night melts away our pain
when you are scared
may you never be alone
this difficult time
may it be just a sojourn
when you are cold
may you always find some place warm
the one who loves you
always shelter you from harm
when you are lonely
may you always find a friend
your beloved
love you to the very end
when you fall and almost give up
may you choose to stand tall
and always remember…
this too shall pass for us all
there is a place
in me
where time stands still
where i breathe pure stillness and feel free
eyes closed
i clearly see
in all the world
the one place to be
the face of the only one
with whom my life is complete
the one who understands my language of silence
never a need to repeat
i go there
time and time again
to that special place of stillness
where my parched heart is touched by the gentle blue rain
may we find
that silent place in our mind
as we leave
another year behind
may we find
freedom in our life
while connected
navigating strife
may we find love
a different kind of love
one that makes us feel truly alive
beautiful like the stars above
and may we find peace
that bridges our differences and brings us together
life is so precious
may i remember to make every moment matter
HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEACE!
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stay
or leave
take the easy path
or believe
after angst
there can be magic
not a sin
to sometimes abandon logic
the night patiently waits
for the stars
the spring is wise to know
winter will pass
the mighty mountains
embrace the warm sun on its cold chest
i hear you whisper
let us meet and figure out the rest
let life unfold
one beautiful chapter after chapter
believe in us
in a forever and after
i am happy to be a barroco
for when i am with you
you always perfect me
to my life add another hue
each scar has its home now
no need to hide
for you look beyond my skin
to the unseen beauty inside
this is what it must feel like
to keep running from me
find me in you
finally be free
if I could be a thing
i want to be a houseboat
one that takes dreamers across the water
and collects many a golden mote
as the midnight laughter
drowns in the high tide
and secrets mingle
with the breeze of the sea side
i will sail on
try to catch the early morning sun
i want to be there
if… you do come
Photo by Abhishek Prasad on Unsplash
i chased freedom
freedom chased me
in the midst of it all
the other we did not see
i realize freedom is in me
in the seed is the tree
kindness can come from strangers
across the sea
i have stopped chasing freedom
freedom has stopped chasing me
i pause to see the white winter sun
listen to the black night sea
serendipity…if you hear me
make our paths cross
i want a chance to share
happiness and loss
Photo by Miguel Naranjo on Unsplash
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